My brother and I preformed a song this morning at church. We'd never really played instruments and sung at the same time, but it turned out really good. At least, that's what everybody told us. It was almost embarassing, the amount of people who came up and told us how amazing we sounded. I was horridly nervous - and I hate being nervous. That's where my acting comes in. I can cover my shaking, scared, vulnerable self with a cool, calm, utterly-in-control front, and pretty soon, I discover that I'm really having a great time - loving every second of it.
Music is my life. Playing and preforming music is the most....amazing feeling. I can't even really describe it. Have you ever been doing something, and it dawns on you that "this is what I'm meant to do. This is my purpose in life." It's the best feeling ever, doing what really fulfills you, makes you whole, satisfied.